Let me tell you- it's a tricky and confusing world out there. Confusing. a bagillion cultures, languages, people, ways etc. and then there's truth. nature. laws of the universe. God's Plan of Happiness for His children. communication be a tricky one for me right now, but maybe you can get da spirit of this.... LIFE. faith (spirit action). Jesus Christ is the only thing that's keeping my mind together these days.... I know He is perfect. He gets everything. He doesn't give us more adversity than we can overcome. And He's given me a lot of good. And so has Heavenly Father, we've been talking, it's changed everything. (I was trying to keep this NOT so serious, but we'll get to some pictures and more tangible things later, earthly joys, once some issues resolved.) It's easy to be out of balance- but when I listen to the spirit and call out, it tunes me with truth, presence, that every moment REALLY DOES MATTER, how I use myself, to love my family and others, I soar. I'm sort of like a natural disaster to myself these days- I'm looking for weak things in myself to tear down and reconstruct from the ground up. I haven't much to lose, everything important is in my soul to stay, and with Pono in my arms, I'm only going up up up - I'm not looking for a life of comfort, of superficiality. I'm no longer expecting to agree with many people on many things, I am seeking to get EXPERIENCE, from FAITH IN ACTION. I am seeking TRUTH and to LIVE more Christlike, I'm excited to overcome these adversities, I really am! I'm excited not to feel bitter/dumbfounded about the lack of/sucky culture of the continental US, to stop pitying Americans who hurt themselves not appreciating the rights and responsibilities we have, to discover, create, take part in a culture that helps each other, loves introspection, loves the globe, loves the earth, hates idleness, hates idols. To be grateful and alive myself already, by the work I've done have no way of turning back on myself, on God. to stop letting gifts and opportunity waste away in my hands- to stop acting powerless and START TAKING BIG AND LITTLE LEAPS AND BOUNDS AND KICKS AND STRIDES AND BLOWS AND STROKES AND EFFORT. yes, to be humble, an example and a follow, a disciple. I'm excited to become a master holistic healer, integrating knowledge and practices, truth, gifts from all around the world and be able to help Pono's "colic" so we can have one peaceful night, one semi-scheduled day! I'm excited to be a peacemaker, to get out of myself and know (by living) that I am the main responsible leader, example, and nurturer or Pono's life, that I must stand for peace, dig, lead, dig further into the truth. because ignorance is NOT BLISS! to attract people that are fighting AND living for peace and joy, truth and righteousness, and show Pono this is why we are here and this is love. this is a humble mother trying. to be real and raw and trying. and here and now alive. fully trying. to live truth and love outside of my head and heart. to use my talents, be no hyprocite! cuz I hate Satan and Love God. I love truth and hate deceit. and old people who made mistakes are not the enemy and ima ask every question, look in every nook and cranny, find truth, fight the important battles. Satan is real, he's strong, he's everywhere. But God is bigger, better, more. and He's going to win. and I will too. and God is a solution good enough for all of us and feels very very right to soak my spicy unPH-balanced soul in for....hopefully the rest of my stay on this earth. with lots of beautiful nature. and knowledge. that i'm so hungry for. knowledge, experience. I'm really only irritated WITH and BY satan, and he's not gonna beat me, nope. I'm Emily and I'm gonna own this earth and love God!