Monday, May 14, 2012

God is with us

Soooooooo blessed. "Too blessed to be stressed". Lonely, but on the path.... which will take away all loneliness. As I ran the Riverbank 10k last Saturday (only 2nd time I've left Pono....I know...), I just kept thinking about the sheer joy of being responsible for others. I was thinking about the (excuse my stereotype) Africans and other foreigners who often win races, and all those who know they must win to support their family- About how nervousness leaves you when you serve and use yourself for others, and then know others "need" you- you become confident and endowed with strength- Feeble and lonely as we may feel, if we are on God's side, we will win. Satan is the only enemy, and his tricks are contention, hate, pride......Peace, understanding, disciples of Christ who lead with purity and love, examples to the world are on God's side. I want to share all of my joy on this blog, of that one idea- that giving is and will be the way. I also fight myself for recognizing any "negative" (in my mind) emotions, like loneliness, but feeling Heavenly Father with me, and seeing and feeling the overwhelming lights at the end of this tunnel, I felt it may be nice to say just one phrase like that, "I feel so lonely", as I embark on this journey and share with you how non-lonely it is to follow Christ, to use my intelligence to work the laws of the earth with the laws of heaven, "Love God" and "Love thy neighbor as thyself" and all the joy that's coming coming coming. I feel it, can't wait to share it, this post will stand alone for it's feeling of being alone. To all single mothers out there, we are not alone, we are one. Love one to love all, and love all to love one. Spiritual and temporal are inseparable, pray, live, have faith, believe. This life is a test, Ima be my best, God does the rest, and for Pono I am blessed.

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